I'm not totally anti-visitor. But if you get turned away, I apologize in advance. I don't mean to be such a mess!
My biggest fear is disappointment. I'm pinning all my hopes and dreams for the future on this transplant. I worry I'm going to feel better, but not a lot better. But worrying doesn't help anything. So, I'm trying not to do it and just trying to get excited about getting drugs tomorrow.
I'm sure I'll be back texting everyone and back on Facebook in no time. I'll talk to ya'll real soon.